So I know I’ve ranted a bunch of times about colleges, but why do I hate it so much? Because of the institutionalization of education. In fact, as I was watching an episode of “Bill Moyer’s Journal”…, and a comment made by a Mr. Ikehara struck me, when made the following quote:
- Every institution goes through three stages — utility, privilege, and abuse. (Chateaubriand)
He also pointed out the “industrialization of institutions”, which has been something I’ve always criticized.
So why am I trying to get my graduate education? To be honest, there’s always been that part of me that wants to think that there’s still a part of the academic institution that actually promotes learning. But before I expound on that, let me tell you how I got here…
Since my slight rebuttal of John’s criticisms for my lack of direction in life, things have changed a bit…
- Getting a college degree:
- Work on my personal website and professional website:
Not really an issue anymore. Besides, no one reads this blog anyways!- Having different themes for different pages in different categories.
- Either I can modify themes into templates.
or
- Use a template which calls on the theme’s php files and css.
- Research more on starting a cafe.
- Budgeting (Have to make expenditures and gains ESTIMATIONS) –have to find out what it is I’ll need to spend on… Equipment, rent/lease, utilities, water, insurance, employee payments, furniture, etc…
- Find a real estate agent.
- Write a business plan.
Giving up on this business thing is perhaps the biggest one on the list, and I scrapped the idea not too long ago.
- Write my movie scripts.
- Look for a job while this is going on. (And then, if I get one, balance my time to do all the above).
So why did I give up the cafe idea? Because this semester, I was in enrolled in a lot of cooking classes. It only reaffirmed one thing: I hate to cook, but love to eat. More so, this semester made me question just what the hell I was still doing here? None of these classes count towards my degree, I’m just doing this stuff for self-improvement. These classes ultimately made me question why I wanted to do this business: It was to be a movie-themed cafe. I just did it for the movies. I didn’t really care for any of the other stuff I was planning. Just the movies. But to do this, I would HAVE to care about that other stuff, and that’s just not me.
Then begs the question, “What defines me?”.
- I like to eat.
- I like to watch movies.
(But it doesn’t mean I can make money off of eating…)
(But it’s not like there aren’t enough movie critics out there. Besides, my reviews aren’t that great anyways!)
So what’s left? My remaining interests are:
- history & politics (but more so, the history).
- linguistics & language acquisition.
I don’t read enough books on history and politics, and language is the only thing that seems fit for me. So, I suppose Linguistics it is…